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[29 Jul 2005|09:07pm] |
i know nobody reads this anymore, because i never update, i just need to write some stuff down because im stressed out.
SUPER stressed out.
tryouts are monday. 2 days 11 hours 51 minutes. ive been working all summer. ALL SUMMER. (minus california.) and if i dont get a fairly good spot, i dont know what i'll do. i'll be so upset. it'll mean i basically blew my summer over something that i turned out to be not that good at. which i think im pretty good. sometimes. but i dont know.
its crazy to think that a year ago i didnt care at all about tennis really. but now i've gotten really into it, because i dont have any other real extracurricular activities. i figure i need it for scholarships and stuff of that sort. its also really fun.
then school starts in a little over two weeks. i dont miss that. i dont miss all the shitty fake people who think they're super cool and clever when they're really asses who need to grow up.
and my mom and i have just been fighting like crazy and its making me even more stressed.
i mean, im starting to cry over the silliest things, and i havent cried in a long time. and it bummed me out a lot today when i played really bad and i know i could have done a whole lot better. i just get so frustrated and im sick of it.
i also woke up at 6:30 this morning to go running with ashley. yeah, we didnt even run. we walked around and then ate donuts. so im super super super super super super tired.
im really sick of it all.
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[04 Jul 2005|10:52pm] |
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mm today was pretty good.
that was seriously the funniest phone call i've ever received. thanks for the laugh guys.
oh, by the way, sorry to make those aladin coments. you're black aren't you? my mistake.
that was a good one though, me being pale and stuff like that. you really do know how to make a kid laugh. a tan, non-fake-ghetto kid is laughing here.
oh, and good job letting your friend reveal his name. though, it didnt make much of a difference because i knew who it was in the first place. haha.
in other news, my summer continues to be quite busy. tennis lessons, driving school, braces, friends, i wonder if i have the time?
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[15 Jun 2005|10:14pm] |
and so im finally back. sadly. a week ago i was wishing i could be home, and sleep in my own bed, and watch my own tv, and all that crap. but now i regret it. i wish i was back there.
california was just great. as soon as the plane landed, i saw about a million palm trees everywhere. i loved it though. the beaches were so beautiful. we saw dolphins in the ocean hah. then we went to two national parks, and the second week we drove back to LA. we were there for about a day (saw rodeo drive and drove through the rich beverly hills neighborhoods). then we went to san diego. it was so nice! you wouldnt believe how cool it is there, though. it probably didnt get higher than 75 the whole trip. and we went swimming at the beach several times. i want to go back to the beach.
i definately want to go back. maybe after europe?
now im off to have a grand meal of spagettios.
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[05 May 2005|09:37pm] |
i need sleep.
i think its really great. the distrust, the rude comments, the just plain lack of respect.
and no, im not talking about you, dont bother.
it just makes me so mad that one second, people can be so rude to you, but when they want something, oh they've got no problem being sweet.
and really, it makes me mad that when i try to be a good friend to people, and ask whats wrong, some people make up stupid lies or are rude again.
and no, im not talking about you, either.
16 days left of this pile of homework, unfriendly friends, and exhaustion.
im sure it'll be a blast.
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[29 Apr 2005|07:19pm] |
wow.
wednesday i played tennis for 4 hours. yesterday i played for probably 2 or 3. today i played 5 hours.
today i played living on yogurt, and then two mini bagels and a some potato salad, and a bit of kool-aid and dr pepper (which is really good for me, im sure). im exhausted to say the least. and yet, i wouldnt mind going to play more.
im becoming addicted.
i want to do something tonight. but i have no idea what.
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[28 Apr 2005|03:32pm] |
oh man.
im tired. i played tennis for like 4 hours yesterday. no joke. blahhh.
i guess i'll go play for another 4 unless i can get a ride to the school for the mock tryout thing that i was going to go to if i had a ride...hum.
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[20 Apr 2005|03:52pm] |
im so tired of school. i'm sick of having to wake up at 5 in the morning and having to leave when its hardly even light outside. i'm sick of having all this homework and the pointless rules they like to make up as they go.
i did get to sleep in until 7 today, though, so thats a plus.
i cant wait until summer.
and i really want to go swimming.
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[16 Apr 2005|10:49am] |
sometimes im too pessemistic i think.
i think i'll read magazines and eat cereal.
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[27 Mar 2005|07:40pm] |
this weekend was fun, though.
thursday night, ihop with ashley and forrest. then we rode in shopping carts at heb and saw sarah and austin there. then we went home and drew all over forrest (me and ashley did anyway).
friday me and ashley watched movies then went to subway then leah came over and then we went to ashleys. swam for a while then couldnt stand the cold and so we watched tv instead.
saturday leah left early, me and ashley went to good will, then to fudruckers and then to mountasia. then we went to starbucks, walmart, and coldstones.
and today i went to my aunt's house then drove partway home.
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[27 Mar 2005|10:58am] |
im exhausted.
i should have started by project, but honestly, i didnt really feel like it.
there's always next weekend.
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[20 Mar 2005|05:03pm] |
i just got back from the camping trip with kortney, ashley, daphnye, colleen, and stevie. it was soo much fun. and i went tubing. and i got sunburned. and i met a boy named sue (only his name was chris) and he listened to slipknot (haha) but he was nice.
and now, im ready to go die and then finish my homework.
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[17 Mar 2005|10:26am] |
so um. i put on green this morning and i didnt even remember that its st patricks day.
even though i dont have to wear green because i have green eyes...
oh well.
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[13 Mar 2005|12:36am] |
you want to know something about me? something that maybe you didnt know?
i keep receipts like money. i never throw away receipts. ever. i dont know why, exactly. i think its kind of like a little memory thing. like i can go back someday and see a receipt from starbucks and be like "hah, that was fun, i met such and such there, we had a good time, me and my friends." something like that. im sure i can look through some of my old stuff and i'll find a receipt from probably 3 or 4 years ago from some random purchase. i might even remember that purchase.
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[09 Feb 2005|09:58pm] |
this week is going by sort of slow, but sort of quick. i dunno.
ew german tomorrow. and photo j. and english. and biology. ah!
sigh.
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[06 Feb 2005|12:28pm] |
some people annoy me so much.
akjdlfkajslkfjelkfjleijlseji.
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[25 Dec 2004|12:10am] |
it snowed.
on christmas eve.
in southeast texas.
if that's not a christmas miracle, i don't know what is.
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[04 Dec 2004|03:01pm] |
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i wish i could just...let things work out for me...i always screw things up for myself.
im too picky, or im too rude, or too shy, or something.
always.
and this time is no exception, unfortunately.
i wish i could do something today. but i cant. sigh.
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[28 May 2004|07:22pm] |
hello.
yes, i'm afraid this one's friends only, too.
(even though its kinda pointless...ive got like 2 friends on here.)
comment and be added.
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